I’m getting close to life that glares at me
I’m diving head first
My heart is progressively
Covered in blue
I’m afraid
Of forgetting his presence
Of losing
The game of trust
The questions that tear me up
It’s lost a little
But it’s not so easy
And in front of you I freeze
But I stand my ground
It’s like going on a trip
Not being able to move on
And I lose myself again
In your arms
It’s like taking a highway
Forgetting what we fear
It’s when I find myself alone
That I am cold
I get close to the abyss
And I feel the wind that’s pushing me
I know I’m not ready again
I try to get rid of my fears
The pain, the horrors that happen to me
And sink deeper into my being
But it’s not easy
And in front of you, I freeze
Yet I stand my ground
It’s like going on a trip
Not being able to turn the page
And I lose myself again
In your arms
It’s like taking a highway
Forgetting what we fear
It’s when I find myself alone
That I am cold
I drive home against the flow of traffic
Lost in my childhood
That drifts further and further away
And I feel like I’m dragged down
By being lost in the arguments
That leaves no room for intimacy
It’s like going on a trip
Not being able to move on
And I lose myself again
In your arms
It’s like going on a trip
Not being able to move on
And I lose myself again
In your arms
It’s like taking a highway
Forgetting what we fear
It’s when I find myself alone
That I am cold