I haven't any self-pity, much too seldom I have pity on you
The last bridge is blown, the last border in sight
Among hundreds of people, I feel alone anyhow
Standing surrounded by invisible walls, I feel safe, but small,
I'm lost in existence
Arrived five minutes ago, I feel like going
Didn't get that stupid job, but actually it was the only one I wanted
Miss warmth in winter and snow in summer
It doesn't attract my attention any more, when I'm walking in sunshine,
standing in the sunlight
When heaven breaks, promises me so much
Doubts arise in me, I've experienced that, I've already been here
And when I spend the most beautiful time, I don't miss anything,
I haul ass and run away
I'm much too lazy, nevertheless I run too fast
I've plenty of darkness in me during the day, at night I shine much too bright
I've still so much to say, but can't find the right words
I just would like to come home and it carries me far away,
the distance becomes longer and longer
When heaven breaks, promises me so much
Doubts arise in me, I've experienced that, I've already been here
And when I spend the most beautiful time, I don't miss anything
I haul ass and run away
Now my world stands still, since Thursday evening
Please open my eyes and hug me
Respirator and heart defribrilator, suddenly the world turned much too fast for me
Upward to an unknown country
And what seemed to be important, I've written it down
I've been in misery so often, looking back I'm laughing myself to death
Cause it's eating me up/devouring me, I'm missing you so much
Believe me, it isn't worth it.
When you spend your most beautiful time and you don't miss anything anymore,
then open your eyes.......