If We Fight Pt. 2

I’m trapped and I’m burning

my stomach turning

after everything I BEEN THROUGH going through it never learning

I’m still searching

for happiness I’ll never get

I won’t forget

that I said that I’d protect you until another day I see my death damn

having lack of conversation

my inspiration

obliterated

I haven’t made it

anticipated

and I’m faded

faded eliminated

the people that discriminated

me for myself and I swear I be so irritated

maybe I’m focused of being being hopeless

I’m overdosing and dozing look at the walls and they’re closing I’m falling and barely holding on

never made it to college don’t have the knowledge

prolly work a 9 to 5 for the rest of my life just being honest

really didn’t wanna live

thinking bout my life and all the stupid stuff I did

they told me keep on going it gets better you can never quit

but you would never understand my life unless you living it

blacking out on alcohol

got a lot of feelings but always gotta mask em all

know you up in heaven but I really with that I could call

give me 5 more minutes

can’t even finish my sentence

imma keep on going till I can tell you I really did it

and know you waiting for me

I know I got a lot of people that been hating on me

I hope that you be praying for me

but until another day I just wanna say that I miss you homie

I’m trapped and I’m burning

my stomach turning

after everything I BEEN THROUGH going through it never learning

I’m still searching

for happiness I’ll never get

I won’t forget

that I said that I’d protect you until another day I see my death damn (x2)