If Only [English translation]

I know, if it’s not now

I’m gonna become an old person

With closed eyes and slowed breath

I’ll be trapped in infinity without resistance

Birds, fly over

So I can take a step closer to you

Make a bridge between us

It’ll hurt and hurt a lot

I’ll miss you and miss you a lot

I don’t wanna hurt you

This natural feeling right now

I hope it doesn’t become a heart-piercing desperation

So I’m stopped in place

Will I be able to say I’m right here?

I’m gonna be with you

If I stop and turn around

Will you be looking at me?

Will you be regretting it?

The pain of not believing in us

It’s the same for me

I’ll say one thing to you

Can I be here right now?

I don’t wanna be a memory

Having regrets at the place we first met

Seems like we’ll feel the same way

I missed you so I drew you out

I’ll fold you carefully and let you go in the wind

I’m sending over our temperature, if you receive it

I hope you’ll be filled with the feelings of those times

Am I being selfish?

If you feel the same way, tell me

It’s alright if you feel differently

I just want to hear your voice calling out to me

Can’t I cut this day out

So tomorrow won’t be able to come?

It hurts so I’m stopped right here

Even if you’re there, will I be able to tell you?

I’m gonna be with you

If I stop and turn around

Will you be looking at me?

Will you be regretting it?

The pain of not believing in us

It’s the same for me

I’ll say one thing to you

Can I be here right now?

I don’t wanna be a memory

Having regrets at the place we first met

Seems like we’ll feel the same way

After we say goodbye, if I go to that place

Will you be looking at me?

I’m sure you won’t

I know for sure but when I close my eyes

Feels like you’re right next to me

If I wait here just a little

Will I be able to see you?

I’m sure I won’t

But far away at the place we first met

Seems like I can see you

I know, if it’s not now

I’m gonna become an old person

With closed eyes and slowed breath

Can I cry without resistance?