At night, when he lies with you,
And moves on top of you,
You wish to be gone
(I've believed you long enough)
At night, when he nestles up to you,
And twists your heart out of shape,
You don't say a word
(You've long enough deprived me)
You were nothing, you are nothing now,
And you will never be anything
Let me go, you cowardly bastard -
I never want to see you again,
I don't want to see you anymore
At night, when he destroys your ego,
And empties himself on you,
You don't feel anything anymore
(I've fought back long enough)
At night, when you hurt yourself,
And moisten yourself with blood,
You feel empty
(You've destroyed me long enough)
You were nothing, you are nothing now,
And you will never be anything
Let me go, you cowardly bastard -
I never want to see you again,
I don't want to see you anymore
And then he opens the door to your room,
And the fear of what is to come grows worse and worse,
Your soul climbs down into its cellar,
And the heart in your chest beats faster
And then he says coldly into your conscience:
"Tell Mother nothing of this; she shouldn't know,
"If you must scream, then fucking scream into the pillow,
"Come and kiss me!"