Ich vermisse dich sehr [English translation]

I am sitting quietly at the window and ask myself who she is

Haven’t seen her before, but missed her already a long time

It’s this loneliness, that’s crying from my life

When rain falls outside and torments my soul

Then it’s hurt myself and I see, how she ignores me

With a certain arrogance she’s passing me

As if was air, a fragrance, dissappeared in passing by

And all that is left to me is self-pity

Where are you? Show me your face

I am searching your proximity like a blind is searching the light

But without a trick – I mean, what I rime

Even when I am not crying a tear now (while doing this)

I am feeling fine – I am only lacking the courage then

To change my spot, to win trust

It’s hard for me and nevertheless: even more

it’s getting clear to me: I miss you very much!

Outside life is raving and I ask myself when will I be

At any rate too late, but it’s not so bad

I search for the meaning – and this will take its time

If need be a small eternity

I can be alone, be free, stay where I want to

Cross limits and sometimes totally silent

Listen into myself (?) to understand myself

To make a move towards you one day

Who are you? Tell me, where you are

Give me a sign and send me a light

A signal – doesn’t matter, or do what you want

But please, hurry up or wait for me

Then let us go – the time, it stands still

Savor the moment, because the stars, which are turning

only for us – and now even more

It’s clear to me: I miss you very much