I don't know how I should begin
I carried that with me already for long time
It's really killing me
but I can defend it anymore
You must now know
Even if it destroys what we were
I must tell you something
I would have you forever
around me
I never thought I could
but with you I would dare
You, I must tell you something
I would carry you on my hands forever
I never believe in it
but with you I would dare
I know long ago that this is it
and I thought I could deny that
Now don't look at me like that
The more I tried to forget
The more I told myself "Let it go"
The stronger it gets
and whatever it means, it must out
and every time we see each other
I know, that I can go backwards anymore
Believe me. This was not the plan.
Can you understand me