Ich muss Dir was sagen [English translation]

I don't know how I should begin

I carried that with me already for long time

It's really killing me

but I can defend it anymore

You must now know

Even if it destroys what we were

I must tell you something

I would have you forever

around me

I never thought I could

but with you I would dare

You, I must tell you something

I would carry you on my hands forever

I never believe in it

but with you I would dare

I know long ago that this is it

and I thought I could deny that

Now don't look at me like that

The more I tried to forget

The more I told myself "Let it go"

The stronger it gets

and whatever it means, it must out

and every time we see each other

I know, that I can go backwards anymore

Believe me. This was not the plan.

Can you understand me