I get up
It's a rainy day
Dark
Gray and empty
Is it in this city
That is so normal
It never looked any different at my home
No one was ever there for me
I don't matter to them
When I say something
Then no one listens to me
Instead I'm laughed at
Or completely ignored
It was never easy for me
I was never loved
And never accepted.
For them, I'm the reason
that everything's shitty
If I were not there
They'd be happy
Wonderful
And what about me
No one was ever there for me
The last chance lost
That with us
that was once
I run away
I don't turn around
I don't think back
Everything around me becomes mute
You're to blame
You were never there
How could that be
I was always alone
I was always alone
Always alone
You were never there
I only wanted to be by you