It's been awhile
I didn't know you'd be reaching out before I would
You're saying let's meet up
If time works out
How could I say no to that?
Half excitement
and half fear
I still miss you
And I don't want you
to notice that
Today, I smile
Even though it hurts, I smile
When i'm with you
As if nothing happened
As if i'm doing fine
I have to
I smile, I smile
This could only be sometimes
That I get to see you
I have to, I smile
You're still the same
Still got the beautiful smile
Actually,
if I could be honest
I want to say
come back
right now
Today, I smile
Even though it hurts, I smile
When i'm with you
As if nothing happened
As if i'm doing fine
I have to
I smile, I smile
This could only be sometimes
That I get to see you
I have to, I smile
Once I let you go
My smile will disappear
Today, I smile
Even though it hurts, I smile
Till the last moment with you
As if nothing happened
As if i'm doing fine
I have to
I smile, I smile
This could only be sometimes
That I get to see you
I have to, I smile