I got too much time for nothing
But no time to just stay calm
For some reason I'm always just thinking
Oh, where did I, where did I go wrong
These days I wanna give up before I start
I find no merit in what I desire
The spark that's inside of me is fading
Oh, the music I make makes no sense anymore
I'm tired of trying to please
Every person I see
When I don’t know
When I don’t know
How do I make myself happy
I miss just being naive
I miss the kid in me
When I could be
Worrying 'bout the small things
Thinking their the worst
Not knowing 'bout the issues
That chase you later on
I'd be free of anxiety
I know I'm not being myself
I need somebody else
To tell me that I'm right where I belong
Even if it might make me feel small
I want someone to know
It's better than feeling all alone
It's 3am and I'm drowning
In my own thoughts every morning
Overthinking 'bout nothing
Couldn't sleep now my days gon' suck
This cycle got me going insane
What's the problem what is
Is it the fact I don’t know
Looking in the mirror
Everything looks fine
Take a seat and close my eyes
I'm suffocating inside
Oh why
Oh I
Don't really know
It makes no sense anymore
I'm tired of trying to please
Every person I see
When I don't know
When I don't know
How do I make myself happy
I miss just being naive
I miss the kid in me
When I could be
Worrying 'bout the small things
Thinking their the worst
Not knowing 'bout the issues
That chase you later on
I'd be free of anxiety
I know I'm not being myself
I need somebody else
To tell me that I'm right where I belong
Even if it might make me feel small
I want someone to know
It's better than feeling all alone
The words I speak don't match the thoughts in me
Just wanted to help others but I'm the one in need
There's nothing wrong with
Admitting where I'm at
There's times like this when I need a helping hand
Know I could be thinking 'bout the worst things
But I'll learn to move on
Remember why I do this
And people that I love
I'm right here where i belong