I believe, when I'm standing at your front door,
and it's raining, you'll be sad when you see it
I believe, when you're not saying a word,
it really is another kind of response
Even if you've never said so, I believe that you understand
Even if the hand you're holding is not mine, I'm not truly sad
I don't know what I'm so happy for, your smile,
Sometimes, I take it as a sign of encouragement
I don't know what I'm fantasizing for,
I can only tell myself, I believe that you'll see me someday,
and realize that I'm the one that needs your company
I believe, when you don't pick up,
it's only because you're on the phone
I believe, when my answering machine is silent,
it is your way of listening to me
Even if you've never said so, I believe that you understand
Even if the hand you're holding is not mine, I'm not truly sad
I don't know what I'm so happy for, your smile,
Sometimes, I take it as a sign of encouragement
I don't know what I'm fantasizing for,
I can only tell myself, I believe that you'll see me someday,
and after it all, I'll be the one to be by your side
That impulsive moment that lingered for too long
Always lurking in the shadows, the flash never went off
I begin to suspect, that I've been making everything up in my head, and that you don't even know of my existence
I don't know what I'm so happy for, your smile,
Sometimes, I take it as a sign of encouragement
I don't know what I'm fantasizing for,
I can only tell myself, I believe there will a resolution
In the future, I'll be the one to be by your side
I'll be the one to accompany you