I deceived myself a thousand times
I offended you a thousand times
I lied too much a thousand times,
I repressed everything a thousand times
Repressed everything, everything, everything
But at this very hour.
When I lost you
I realise what I've done to you
And I condemn myself for it
Still I wish I could leave behind some more
I don't know where my rage
Is taking me to
But I don't have the courage for this
There where the horizon
And the sea become one
That's where I want to wait for you
So that you could find me there.
I spoke too much a thousand times
(I felt) the same sorrow a thousand times
I broke your heart a thousand times
I regretted it too late a thousand times
Regretted too late, too late
But at this very hour
When the wind suddenly changes its direction
I am reaping the whirlwind
Which I once sowed myself.
Still I wish I could leave behind some more
I wish I could be more for you
Than an undignified body,
Out of cobblestone and scraped
There where the horizon
And the sea become one
That's where I want to wait for you
So that you could find me there.