I understood that I love you
when I saw that all it took was
your hesitation
to banish from me
my indifference—
out of fear that you will not come back.
I understood that I love you
when I saw that all it took was
one sentence from you
to make an evening
like any other
begin to light up as if by magic.
And to think that only a short time ago,
while talking to someone,
I found myself saying that now
I would never ever again
believe in love—
never again delude myself and dream.
And it's then that
I understood that I love you,
and that it was already too late to go back.
For a bit, I searched in myself
for indifference—
then I let myself fall in love.
For a bit, I searched in myself for indifference—
then I let myself fall in love.