The heart pounds
As it has always
But this time out of rhythm with time
Lost and forgotten at home
Going to explode (Through my nose)
Turn myself to the sweaty (Covers)
Stare at the rust (Growing on me)
It eats itself into (The shell)
I stand up I'm dizzy
(I'm crumbling away)
Walking around
(Walking past myself)
Clothes myself naked
(And then strip)
Awake but sleeping
(Can't sleep a wink)
The heart stops
(Doesn't move)
I insert a pacemaker
(Which I swallow and hide)
I find a jumper1 cable
(and turn myself on)
See everything double
(Double black)
System failure
(Brain refuses)
i continue to search
uncontrollable
(More)
I Have To Feed
(Feed me)
speak out loud and travel inside myself searching
I seek life for a while
I stand in place
With hope as my friend I make up some time
I look for an alright start
But it becomes a disappointment
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