I hide behind witty phrases
draw conclusions
that don't exist
I stand up friends who love me
who think of me
even when no one can reach me.
And I'm no good at finishing things
and I want to waste time
but don't know on what yet
And I have this endless longing
longing for the unfamiliar
because I've become a stranger to myself
I hide behind witty phrases
conclusions that don't exist
I hide behind witty phrases
draw conclusions that don't exist
And I don't notice how I like to bet
and always wager everything
because I want to lose
And I know I should quiet down
if only I knew
how to learn to be silent
Sadly I visit the seaside so rarely
though I miss it dearly
because everything feels different at the beach
And I have this endless longing
longing for the unfamiliar
because I've become a stranger to myself
I hide behind witty phrases
conclusions that don't exist
I hide behind witty phrases
draw conclusions that don't exist
I deceive myself in my own way
preferably loud than quiet
so that something within me will change
I am afraid to love, constantly in doubt
failure at the back of my mind
because everything dies eventually
because everything dies eventually