Yesterday still
I was 20 years old
With all my time
To play around life
And to fool around love
Living at night
Without feeling
the days passing
I had big plans
That didn't materialized
Great hopes
That are left unrealized
And now I feel lost
With nowhere to go
Looking for salvation
Without any passion
Yesterday still
I was 20 years old
I wasted my time
Thinking I could halt it
I tried to keep up
To catch up
But it was all for nothing
And now I am exhausted
Denying my past
I would always look ahead
Putting myself
Before everything
Always giving my opinion
I wanted to be right
In recklessly
Judging the world
Yesterday still
I was 20 years old
But I squandered all this time
On foolish things
And now I am left
With nothing concrete
Except a few wrinkles
And the fear of loneliness
Because my love
Was never real
And my friends
Are gone forever
It is I
That created a void around me
I ruined my life
and my youth
Of the good and bad in me,
I kept the ugly
Hence my insincere smiles
And held back tears
Where are they now
My twenties ?