ハイドアンド・シーク [Hide and Seek] lyrics

I was afraid of being hated

So I, I hid myself

Those words someone spoke behind me hurt me

So I just covered my ears, my ears

The true me is a dirty person

I know everyone hates me

So I hide the true me

And pretended to be a good person

One day I felt all the words they spoke were a lie

And became sad

Well, it is not someone else but I who hate myself,

The I who don't show the true me

Now, ready or not here I come

I yearn for the true me

So I say again

But I can't still find the true me

See, ready or not here I come

But my voice soon becomes unheard

Now I don't understand

Who I am at all

Catch me if you can

This place is not just for you

But I, saying such a thing,

Am more "it" than you

You fell down to a dark, distant world

And said a word to me at last

"The love you get from someone in exchange for me

Is superficial love"

Now, ready or not here I come

I just want be loved by someone

So how more times do I have to tell lies

To be saved?

See, ready or not here I come

But I lose myself soon

Now I don't understand

What I should do at all

Tomorrow I'll confess to you

I'm a mean and cowardly person

I understand hiding the true me

Is a much more painful thing than being hated by someone

Now I tell myself, ready or not here I come

Where can I find the true me?

How more times do I have to believe me

To give up the old me

Now, ready or not here I come

The world that belongs to me comes closer to you

I say again

And I hear your voice

See, ready or not here I come

The sky gains colors soon

I make a step forward to you

And finally find you

I wanted to be loved

So I, I wrongly hid myself

I cover my painful wounds

And I love you, I love you