This is Jules' voicemail, I'm not here right now. Leave me a message, even though I never listen to them...
To be honest, it was hard to start, this morning
Without your message in which you wish me a good day
Neither my heart, nor my phone, I don't want them to vibrate
I'm so scared of being alone, so scared to admit it's over
And you know, I'm irritated sometimes so, I cry too much
Truth is, my tears only irrigate the surface of my skin
On my bed full of tissues, I imagine war scenes
While wondering about who will have the custody for our imaginary child
If you knew how I bleed, telling myself that no one
Will finish my popcorn, before the movie begins
I find it crazy how one person can change everything around you
When I trip on the sidewalk and no one is there to mock me
Panicked, I wanted to cross you out of my life
To put a veil on my heart but love is a secular institution
It feels wrong to tell myself this story is distant
If you knew how much I hate you, you'd know how much I love you
And when I wake up, I remember
That my lips won't touch yours anymore
The lights go out in the afternoon
It's like being in a city with no sun
Helsinki, Helsinki
Helsinki, Helsinki
Helsinki, Helsinki
Helsinki, Helsinki
And when I wake up, I remember
That my lips won't touch yours anymore
The lights go out in the afternoon
It's like being in a city with no sun
Helsinki, Helsinki
Helsinki, Helsinki
Helsinki, Helsinki
Helsinki, Helsinki
But of course I put on a brave face, I musn't break down
When people ask for your news and I don't know how to answer
Today, you lost a lioness, that you tamed so well
I'd like to become a mountain, so we'd never meet
Baby, let me close my eyes and walk in the dark
Because every street I see remind me of a memory with you
I wish it had ended differently
I wish you'd send me a novel so I could give you a fifteenth chance
You even shattered my nightmare, in which we move in together
And we fight because I want a cat and you don't want one
I wonder how I'll react when I see you
I'm scared of love going away and of hate staying for three years
I'd like to rip out your heart, cut your arms with an axe
But please, pinch me one last time before I do it
It feels wrong to tell myself this story is distant
If you knew how much I hate you, you'd know how much I love you
And when I wake up, I remember
That my lips won't touch yours anymore
The lights go out in the afternoon
It's like being in a city with no sun
Helsinki, Helsinki
Helsinki, Helsinki
Helsinki, Helsinki
Helsinki, Helsinki
So keep it to yourself, yeah keep it to yourself
You'll have plenty of time to stay on the Playstation and write late at night
You wronged me, you hurt me
You didn't even realize it when it was too late
I'm sure you're surrounded by groupies and you're enjoying yourself
But when it will be over, you will land on Namek alone
Almost glad to tell myself this story is distant
If you knew how much I hate you...
And when I wake up, I remember
That my lips won't touch yours anymore
The lights go out in the afternoon
It's like being in a city with no sun
Helsinki, Helsinki
Helsinki, Helsinki
Helsinki, Helsinki
Helsinki, Helsinki
And when I wake up, I remember
That my lips won't touch yours anymore
The lights go out in the afternoon
It's like being in a city with no sun
Helsinki, Helsinki
Helsinki, Helsinki
Helsinki, Helsinki
Helsinki, Helsinki