Help Me [English translation]

I'm a liar

Telling the family I'm okay

I think I'm going to die, eh

Set me on fire

I can't remember who I am

I was a child, eh-eh

The boy in the empty room is lonely

I want to run away

Get me out of this abyss

I want someone to hug me

Somebody help me

Help me be me, yeah

Somebody help me

Take off my smiling mask, yeah

I'm not happy I'm not happy

Forced to smile but I'm not happy

I don't wanna live I don't wanna live

I don't want to die but I don't want to live

Have you ever felt like

At the end of the day, when I fall asleep, I can't let go for an hour

Asking if it's anything special? answering that it's nothing special

Why do I cry when nothing is happening, it's a question

I do emotional labor everyday

But nothing goes my way

An empty shell that burns away even with a small fire

I'm like ashes that break easily

The boy in the empty room is lonely

I want to run away

Get me out of this abyss

I want someone to hug me

Somebody help me

Help me be me, yeah

Somebody help me

Take off this mask of me smiling, yeah

I'm not happy I'm not happy

Forcefully smiling but I'm not happy

I don't wanna live I don't wanna live

I don't want to die but I don't want to live