[Verse 1] [0:34]
Why is my life shit?
Why am I like this?
I don’t understand this
Why can’t I grasp this?
So many questions that I can’t answer
Too many haters chipping at my sanity
Gotta prove to y’all that I can rap
This be my only shot to end this crap
I hope I can do this ‘fore my coffin is covered in dirt
Y’all don’t understand just how much it hurt
Kaze-E dissed my mom and T backstabbed me
Sure, I went quiet sure call me a pussy
Believe it or not, I’m not in a hurry
Everything that’s been done to me only give me materiel
To keep going in this rap game
Shit, I just can’t deal wit this
Sometimes I question just why do I pursue this dream of mine.
Sometime I feel I should lay down and die
Yet I’m still alive and here I thrive!
[Hook] [1:15]
Go ahead judge me I know you will
I’ve already been told someone wants me killed
It’s not new to me I’m used to it now
My death? My crew will disallow
Go ahead judge me I know you will
I’ve already been told someone wants me killed
It’s not new to me I’m used to it now
My death? My crew will disallow
[Verse 2] [1:36]
Back on track that’s where we at now
Gotta get my head straight so I can release my album
“The Camikazie Up rise” that’s the name
I can already tell I ain’t gon get fame
That don’t bother me though I ain’t shook
I’m more shook when my best mate tries throwing a hook
Cause I know that I ain’t gon fight back
Cause if I do I might knock out the dude
And that shit wont be be good for my mental state
[Hook] [1:57]
Go ahead judge me I know you will
I’ve already been told someone wants me killed
It’s not new to me I’m used to it now
My death? My crew will disallow
Go ahead judge me I know you will
I’ve already been told someone wants me killed
It’s not new to me I’m used to it now
My death? My crew will disallow
[Verse 3] [2:18]
Aight time for the real shit
My last ex she was a real bitch
Nevertheless, I thank her in a way
After all she set me on my way
Don’t matter if she hate me or not
Cause when I walk about the street I wear bally all the time
Cause nowadays who the fuck is worthy of trust?
Especially with all the beef an shit
I cant be arsed being i.d.ed an shit
Especially if I make them hit the deck an shit
Oh shit
[Hook] [2:38]
Go ahead judge me I know you will
I’ve already been told someone wants me killed
It’s not new to me I’m used to it now
My death? My crew will disallow
Go ahead judge me I know you will
I’ve already been told someone wants me killed
It’s not new to me I’m used to it now
My death? My crew will disallow