Sure there are days when I can be nice and pretend like before.
And of course there are days when it hurt to see you around
There was a love, but it burned out
You took too much of my life, I couldn't breathe in the end
You say you remember and it feels like before
But it was too long ago to even remember
And here I thought I was still here, I have started over again
I know it when I see you, where have you gone
I gave up a long time ago
I gave up a long time ago
You are still with the same people, still with the same man
Lives on in the same pond, and you wear the same clothes
Made happy by the same buzz like a lie in the beautiful weather
in an abandoned house
It is playing with fire when you start up here again
because you can see in my eyes that I disappeared a long time ago
There is no one to please, nothing to explain
Nothing to defend, I gave up a long time ago
I gave up a long time ago