I wake up and see my ugly
Awful reflection in the mirror
He laughs, he smirks, he screams
He cries, he demands my obedience
I got a bitter taste of Fernet Branca
And pussy full of urine in my mouth
But [I] don't remember anything
Except the confrontation of some wimpy fuck
[That] I left a pool of blood
You ask me the question why I drink
Why do I numb my mind with a chemical substance
And why I can't say no
To a beauty dressed in nylon
It's because there something within me
That I have to murder no matter what
Something that I have to destroy
No matter what the consequence or what it leads to
"And if I had the opportunity to live my life again
Then I would've repeated every single fucking mistake
Except I'd had a smile on my lips and it would've been ten times worse"