המחשבות הורגות אותי [HaMachshavot Horgot Oti] [English translation]

Starting today i am getting lost

slowly slowly understand maybe all is lost

how will I now continue on my way

only searching for you is not realistic

My heart wants to hurt less

when you are far away perhaps with another

When you made a mistake i forgave you immediately

get out of my heart is all that i asked for

The thoughts are killing me, like in the movies

drinking coffee, suddenly going for a car trip

i remember how beautiful you were, the kisses on

my neck, and your shirt there behind

Throw away already the ego

come home to me

your side of my bed is still empty

and cold for you

who are you lying to

a year we were there together

I remember the words

buy me a ring already

I am thinking of disappearing and maybe then you will return

every day the heart burns you will then understand me also

also our friends today stay away from me

i am going crazy, searching for a direction

my heart wants to hurt less

when you are far away perhaps with another

When you made a mistake i forgave you immediately

get out of my heart is all that i asked for