I’m smiling as if I’m okay,
as if nothing’s wrong
I chose you and
I was sorry that I blamed you
I can’t get over you,
I need this heartache to end
You still look so pretty,
but you look sad for some reason
Can’t we go back to how it was before?
To the beginning?
Like a hallucination, the memories disappeared
I see it, stained and wet with sadness
It tortures me, I hear your voice,
making me dizzy again
You seem at peace, I see your scars
I’m looking at you, who appeared like a hallucination
Again and again and again and
appear to me once again – So I won’t
wake up from this dream, so I can keep seeing you
Just freeze like this, please don’t go away
Baby I want to stay but I can’t stay
I want to be in this dream with you forever but
My time is running out tic tok
Our time together goes tic toc
I hope the sand in the hourglass stops
In reality, I hope you’ll be happy even without me
I’m falling into this hallucination, I’ll be with you
Will I ever not care?
Will the reason ever disappear?
I’m still the same, I’m sorry,
I want to call out to you again
Like a hallucination, the memories disappeared
I see it, stained and wet with sadness
It tortures me, I hear your voice,
making me dizzy again
You seem at peace, I see your scars
I’m looking at you, who appeared like a hallucination
Again and again and again and
appear to me once again – So I won’t
wake up from this dream, so I can keep seeing you
Just freeze like this, please don’t go away