I must get high
To somehow live this boring life
I must be cool
To run away from my fears for a while
I must run somewhere
To not let my past catch me
I must be somewhere
As another person, with completely other people
And what you're going to do to me
You don't understand anything
You're trying to catch me
You bite my hands
And say "You mustn't"
I die every day
I wash my hands to get dirty again
I die every day
I wake up to fall down in the evening
I die because you
Live well in the freezing temperature
I die because we
Are me and you separately
And what you're going to do to me
You don't understand anything
You wander somewhere again
Feeling comfortable
The suffering chases
I can't get enough, I don't want to grow up
It will hurt me badly after a while
I can't get enough, I don't want to grow up
I will say sorry again and again and again
I swear not for the first time
And my tears flow on the floor
I slap my face
I hurt myself with what I always do
A hundred promises
Are lying in the corner like ripped pictures
And truth is evil
I can't stop, no I can't.
And what you're going to do to me
I don't know how to be
I'm so free in this
The suffering chases
I can't get enough, I don't want to grow up
It will hurt me badly after a while
I can't get enough, I don't want to grow up
I will say sorry again and again and again