Haj i sztos [English translation]

I must get high

To somehow live this boring life

I must be cool

To run away from my fears for a while

I must run somewhere

To not let my past catch me

I must be somewhere

As another person, with completely other people

And what you're going to do to me

You don't understand anything

You're trying to catch me

You bite my hands

And say "You mustn't"

I die every day

I wash my hands to get dirty again

I die every day

I wake up to fall down in the evening

I die because you

Live well in the freezing temperature

I die because we

Are me and you separately

And what you're going to do to me

You don't understand anything

You wander somewhere again

Feeling comfortable

The suffering chases

I can't get enough, I don't want to grow up

It will hurt me badly after a while

I can't get enough, I don't want to grow up

I will say sorry again and again and again

I swear not for the first time

And my tears flow on the floor

I slap my face

I hurt myself with what I always do

A hundred promises

Are lying in the corner like ripped pictures

And truth is evil

I can't stop, no I can't.

And what you're going to do to me

I don't know how to be

I'm so free in this

The suffering chases

I can't get enough, I don't want to grow up

It will hurt me badly after a while

I can't get enough, I don't want to grow up

I will say sorry again and again and again