Awakening with him
at my side is not the same
as being with you.
It's not bad,
but it goes without saying,
he lacks maturity,
he might as well be a kid,
white as yogurt
without the bull
of your chest,
and the frailty of a flower
has nothing to do with my favorite naughty.
Without your nails clawing into my back,
Without your hands clenching me,
everything changes
Without your tongue poisoning
my throat
Without your teeth which torture and sweeten, I don't feel a thing.
Making love with another is not the same
no, no, no.
There are no pink stars,
no distilling of the body's pores,
no immortal splashes of "I love you."
Making love with another is not the same
no, no, no.
It's like doing nothing,
he lacks fire in his gaze,
doesn't give his soul with each kiss, and I don't get that reaching the sky feeling.
I wanted to forget you
with him,
I wanted to avenge your infidelity,
and it cost me dearly,
so much so,
I struggle to breathe the same air.
The strands of your curly black hair,
your sharp and drained hips,
that beard which scraped like sandpaper
and that crooked smile are the best I had in my life.
Making love with another is not the same
no, no, no.
There are no pink stars,
no distilling of the body's pores,
no immortal splashes of "I love you."
Making love with another is not the same
no, no, no. It's like doing nothing,
he lacks fire in his gaze,
doesn't give his soul with each kiss,
and I don't get that reaching the sky feeling.