Black, blacker,
Paint the sun black
I hate the afternoon restlessness,
Make it dark
Light, lighter,
Empty my heart, lighter
So I won’t feel guilty
Toward anyone
Look me in the eye, I’m shouting to you
Your thoughts, your feelings,
Scars about me, all guilty
Coldly, more coldly,
Cool down my head, coldly
The many emotions
Might confuse me
Prettily, more prettily,
Make up my face, prettily
So they can notice me
Even in the darkness
Look me in the eye, I’m shouting to you
Your thoughts, your feelings,
Scars about me, all guilty
For the mixed up me,
Your stance, your situation,
I don’t care about things like that
The moment I was drunk off
Your sweet words and touch
The times I was deceived
By your endless genuinity
(Stupid mistake mistake)
Did I have a dream in my dream?
Because when I woke up,
My reality was like a dream
My face reflected in the broken mirror
Looks so pitiful
My ripped doll, my relationships based on a lie
You’re not here, not here anymore,
I have a fantasy where you don’t exist
I’ll point you out, make you come to the judge
(Bring you to justice to justice
You’re guilty that’s all I have to say)
Your thoughts, your feelings,
Scars about me, all guilty