[Chorus]
I just expected something more than what it became
But the wind changed directions
And I saw
I saw a picture of myself, I wasn't 18
anymore
Something was different
I understood a bit too late that it was loneliness
That was leaning on me
And that's okay
Suddenly nothing was make believe
If you pull a grimace you can become that way
[Verse 1]
How many of these days have a price
How long was Adam in paradise
I've heard you grow wiser with time
- I've grown more stupid
That's snickers and twist
Catching a bad day like "why not
A week at a time"
Staying inside on the weekend, inside my bedroom and painting
the devil on the wall
I tried putting my foot down, but it got
Cold
Don't hate the player, it's not easy playing
Ball
I feel like a stuntman in a movie
That tries to get off work early
I feel like a bird in a labyrinth
I feel like a baby in a
Mommy blog
I feel like an anteater in an anthill
And at the same time like a match in a torchlight procession
I am a helium balloon in a child's hand
Right before it lets go
[Chorus]
I just expected something more than what it became
But the wind changed directions
And I saw
I saw a picture of myself, I wasn't 18
anymore
Something was different
I understood a bit too late that it was loneliness
That was leaning on me
And that's okay
Suddenly nothing was make believe
If you pull a grimace you can become that way
[Verse 2]
It's so quiet in my apartment, you can
Almost hear a pin drop
I'm so tired of being sad, it sucks
Balls
I was unlucky and managed to slip on a
Banana
I took water over my head, as if
I'm the child getting christened
You can't sell me greener grass
Look how they did Raggen and Cez
Threw all my core values in
The sea
Fucked it up for my brain chemistry and lost
The glow
I feel like a stuntman in a movie
That tries to get off work early
I feel like a bird in a labyrinth
I feel like a baby in a
Mommy blog
I feel like an anteater in an anthill
And at the same time like a match in a torchlight procession
I am a helium balloon in a child's hand
Right before it lets go
[Chorus]
I just expected something more than what it became
But the wind changed directions
And I saw
I saw a picture of myself, I wasn't 18
anymore
Something was different
I understood a bit too late that it was loneliness
That was leaning on me
And that's okay
Suddenly nothing was make believe
If you pull a grimace you can become that way