I am always able to ruin
the good things I do into dust... into dust...
and I am never constant with myself and with the people
I defy the notes even when it is useless... useless
and I don't care about what the people say that I live in fairytales
and I only need a car and dreams and pen and paper to write with... write
I have enough strength to reject those who do not think of me
and finish it with my distance that... that then though
takes me to walk, to be alone like a dog
to drink and to explode... explode
the desire to run away and see if I will be missed...
I'll miss the people I talk to and don't hear me
I'll understand I'll understand forever who loves me and who betrays me
but I will not be distant from those who have always loved me even when I was useless... useless and fragile... and fragile
and I will forever carry within
that which mom and dad said... said
about always staying close to the ones that need it and to the ones that don't have anything
and to understand those who envy you... who hate you
and even to hurt myself if it is the case to hit
to give them and take them... take them
but to always fight for pride and dignity, I'll fight to always show
that I am not a loser
with humility... humility is mordant, I'll win the battles and the wars
and I will feel great only when the people that I love will be able to share... share
the price for having placed a bid on myself
I'll remember the faces of those who have always kicked at my mind
I'll never forget anything
who have always loved me
who thought of me as losing
that humility is important
thank you again people...