There hasn't been anyone else, nor will there be
My door won't open unless it's you knocking
This fire burning inside me now
Don't assume it will ever come to an end
I ain't ashamed my rose, I'm a lunatic
My world has torn apart, I'm a wreck
I have wanted you so much, more than anything
I am smitten, I'm a wanderer
Why haven't you been mine
Why haven't you dressed these wounds of mine
I'm fed up of moving forward
Why don't you waylay and stop me
I'm leaving these lands
Let all the winds be yours
When you're away from me, you're in a dream
I wish one day you'll be ashamed
(or "you'll wake up"- the Turkish isn't clear- utanirsin or uyanirsin)
Years later one day, when you're old
When your silky hair goes gray
When you're strewed like dead leaves
You will be left all alone
Whereas I have loved you so much, so much
I had gathered all my flowers for you
(or "I had given you all my flowers" again Turkish isn't clear- dermistim or vermistim)
Now my hands are empty, my heart drunken
Whereas I had hoped for so much
***POEM***
In my hand,
Drops of desire left from an old-time's love
Behind my back,
Shrieks of knee length muddy memories
I have torn apart and thrown away all
All that's left behind is me
And you inside me,
All the way deep in me...
I'm losing myself, I have missed you my only one
Come and turn me away from this path, come on! I'm waiting...
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