Gidiyorum [English translation]

No other has been there and shall never be

For no one go my door open if not knocked on by you

The ongoing fire burning deep in me

impossible to extinguish don’t you dare to assume

No shame, my rose, for how crazy I go

lost all what I had and torn apart all the way to insane

More than everything I desired you

Shot down at last and as wanderer ever since gone

Why on earth you not become mine

couldn’t be you the none to heal my wounds

too tired of sailing further away no destination to achieve

Couldn’t you just reach on me and let me settle down

Leaving at last all away from wherever you are

letting you all the storms I couldn’t bare

You, stil in your foolish nightmare

wish all my heart you wake up ever but too late

After many years when you get older

with all the gray on your smooth silky hair

And all wiped away as a leaf dried

and will be gone too all alone

No words to tell how awful I loved you desperately

Till my last rose gifted on you

Now deserted with empty hands and a hollow heart

all the dreams no way they yet come true …

(poem)

Tearing drops of passion left over from a deeply old love

crying memories in morass resisting to get swallowed

Torn apart what I ever possessed and just wasted away

Only me left after so called alive, and only you yet in me

deep inside just down there in my heart

Neglecting my existence for yours going on

All I do is just suffering of missing you

Come and save me to get lost further down the way

Come love, no time left awaiting in vain ….