Why don't you ever come, when I want you?
Unknown song and unknown silence.
Behind the eyes, behind life's veil
You're hiding like rain that dried, I know.
Downpour that I'm waiting my hole life
Why aren't you coming?
I want a storm to come and scream
Whatever we didn't say because of fear and shame
To dig inside us and in our eyes
To throw out every secret word of us
Until it comes up and burn the sun
Why don't you come?
Why don't you ever come?
Why don't you ever come when I want you?
Why don't you ever come when it gets dark?
When I'm holding like a handle from drinking
From the drink of my imagination that melts me
Every sip of it burns like ice and like snow
And blows up the deepest of my mind
Why aren't you coming?
I want a storm to come and drown us
In a song that nobody wrote
Not to show anything that we didn't become
To be a celebration, to open her hug
To the "can't" of our lost life
Why don't you come?
Why don't you ever come?
Why don't you ever come when I want you?
From my soul's holy part
Up to my life's brothel
Build up a bridge to go and come back
Why don't you ever come, never when I want you?
Close my eyes and come to see you
Why don't you come?
Why don't you ever come?
Why don't you ever come when I want you?