It’s finally come, come to knock down my door
I can’t hide this time, like I hid before
The storm is awake, the danger is real
My time’s running out, don’t feel, don’t feel
“Fear will be your enemy and death its consequence”
That’s what they once said to me and it’s starting to make sense
All this pain, all this fear began because of me
Is the thing they see the thing I have to be?
A monster, were they right?
Has the dark in me finally come to light?
Am I a monster full of rage?
Nowhere to go, but on a rampage
Or am I just a monster in a cage?
End this winter, bring back summer
Keep your guard up
No harm comes to her
End this winter, bring back summer
Keep your guard up
What do I do? No time for crying now
I’ve started a storm, got to stop it somehow
Do I keep on running? How far do I have to go?
And would that take the storm away or only make it grow?
I’m making my world colder, how long can it survive?
Is everyone in danger as long as I’m alive?
Was I a monster from the start?
How did I end up with this frozen heart?
Bringing destruction to the stage
Caught in a war that I never meant to wage
Do I kill the monster?
Father, you know what’s best for me
If I die, will they be free?
Mother, what if after I’m gone
The cold gets colder
And the storm rages on?
No, I have to stay alive to fix what I’ve done
Save the world from myself and bring back the sun
End this winter, bring back summer
Keep your guard up
If I’m a monster, and it’s true
There’s only one thing that’s left for me to do
But before I fade to white
I’ll do all that I can to make things right
I cannot be a monster
I will not be a monster
Not tonight
Monster, monster, monster…