Freier Fall [English translation]

Since you left, I've been in free fall

Hungover every morning, my apartment a pigsty

You sprayed a heart in my stairwell

It was painted over yesterday

As if someone wants to tell me to forget the girl

But I want to miss you

The fingernails of a strange woman

dig themselves through my skin into the meat

The scratch marks on my back look like

as if she'd whipped me

Sometimes I have a one night stand

As antivenin for my self-pity

I call you using *69(1)

But I know, that you know who's silent on the phone

From 44 to 361(2), we were the best couple around

and you think I sleep alone?

But my true companion is my loneliness

I numbed myself with drugs and alcohol

I look for fights with random people

and you think I sleep alone?

But my true companion is my loneliness

Since you left, I've been in free fall

I just go to parties, and tell myself I don't care about you

They call me brother as a greeting, but spazz when I leave

And I baked all my fake friends guest list cookies

Why do I think this white powder chases the lonelieness away? (Loneliness)

She doesn't like me when I snort coke

I snort coke because she doesn't like me

I see you on the dance floor, you seem super relaxed

You smile and hold my beating heart in a bloody hand

From 44 to 361, we were the best couple around

and you think I sleep alone?

But my true companion is my loneliness

I numbed myself with drugs and alcohol

I look for fights with random people

and you think I sleep alone?

But my true companion is my loneliness

Since you left, I've been in free fall

I will live fast, die young, and be a cute corpse

I'm sorry I left you alone in your despair

I was on stage, and you had the appointment for the abortion

People lie when they say "time heals all wounds"

Because it's been over for 5732 hours

And now another man lies next to you and kisses you awake

Maybe I can love him eventually, because he makes you happy

From 44 to 361, we were the best couple around

and you think I sleep alone?

But my true companion is my loneliness

I numbed myself with drugs and alcohol

I look for fights with random people

and you think I sleep alone?

But my true companion is my loneliness