It's my birthday but you don't call
I don't care what you have to do
Today is actually a good day
But you close your eyes and stand there
See yourself in your apartment as you are worth a line
With the pictures of our childhood behind those of your first
You would never tell me, that you are proud
You only show me your feelings when I let you down
See the pictures of you as a soldier, but for me you are not one
You are the reason to mom's pain and the tears to my sister
If you would have had to stay even if your honour was stained
You have changed three lives because of one decision in your life
Tell me, why? I need a reason, we had no power
And where were you? Tell me your reason, open your mouth!
I know, when I saw the world's light, you didn't want to take me with you
Why do I expect, darkness will come with, when I see you? Yeah
I am building my paradise without your stones
You never taught me to fly, even though I still float
Become a part of the trip or leave it
But leave it be forever, how you always decide
Are you flying with me? Flying with me? Mh
Are you flying with me? Flying with me?
You like Mariboro and Heineken
It smells like an addiction, when I am too lonely
My ex boyfriend was poison, and you smell the same
At least I picture it, when we will finally have time together
When you are not there anymore, I have the boys who I can look up to
I didn't know, what was worth it and why I was in love
You have taught me nothing and never taught me to give worth to myself
And instead I search you in every man that I meet
Why do you leave without needing me?
Why am I worthless for you?
Why don't you say to me, that you believe in me?
Safe your air! I'll do more and live your dream
I'll build a paradise for mom, Pati, me and we are good
You can come as often as you'd like, but you are only the visitor
I hope my children's father, he'll end your curse
I don't know him yet, but I know at least, he will never be like you
I am building my paradise without your stones
You never taught me to fly, even though I still float
Become a part of the trip or leave it
But leave it be forever, how you always decide
Are you flying with me? Flying with me? Mh
Are you flying with me? Flying with me?
I would have needed you, as we stood upon empty plates
I would have needed you, during Amors first win back then
I would have needed you, someone, that makes my insecurities secure
I would have needed you, even though you have bad karma
I would have needed you, even though you don't deserve all of us
I would have needed you, close to me and not just as a dream
I would have needed you, yeah, because of you I wish myself amnesia
I would have needed you, that you just once say, that you love me
I am building my paradise without your stones
You never taught me to fly, even though I still float
Become a part of the trip or leave it
But leave it be forever, how you always decide
Are you flying with me? Flying with me? Mh
Are you flying with me? Flying with me?