My true feelings
On a torn paper
Are getting clear somethin’ bout you
Yeah you look like me but different somehow
I wonder if you feel the way as I do
There’s no hope but I expect it
After a day, a month and a year,
We would live different lives
No I’m not
I don’t think it’ll be easy for me
You still fill my days
No not yet
I’m repeating like a fool
I can’t hold the words lingering on my lips
It’s not fine
Ah ah ah ah it’s not fine
Tying my hair back,
I’m cleaning the mess in my room
I’m looking for somethin’ new
Sometimes I just move
Feeling like I can’t handle it
Or like I have to do something
After a day, a month, and a year, by then
I thought I could recall it with a smile
No I’m not
I don’t think it’ll be easy for me
You still fill my days
No not yet
I’m repeating like a fool
I can’t hold the words lingering on my lips
It’s not fine
Ah ah ah ah it’s not fine
Meaningless jokes, small talk
I look fine in a crowd
I’m pretending to be fine with a smile on my face
I try not to think of the shadow called “you”
I can’t help
Thinking of our last moment
The parting that “take care” was all of it
No not yet
The words I repeat like a fool
I can’t hold the words lingering on my lips
It’s not fine
Ah ah ah it’s not fine
Ah ah ah it’s not fine