i'm happy for you
i'm smiling for you
i'd do anything for you
for you
it's always for you
and never for me
and i need it to stop
so let me tell you please,
i'm always sad
and i'm always lonely
but i can't tell you
that i'm breaking slowly
closed doors
locked in, no keys
keeping my feelings hidden
there is no ease
i need it to stop
and i want to be able to open up but,
my feelings are fatal (x2)
how many times must i keep it inside?
i need to let it go
and i swear i've tried
but opening up means trusting others
and that's just too much
i don't want to bother
so i'll keep it inside
and bury it deep
i know it's not healthy
but you won't hear a peep
though i'm always sad
and i'm always lonely
i could never tell you
that i'm breaking slowly
closed doors
locked in, no keys
keeping my feelings hidden
there is no ease
i need it to stop
and i want to be able to open up but,
my feelings are fatal
oh, oh, oh oh
oh~
my feelings are fatal
oooh~
oh oh oh oh
ooh ~
my feelings are fatal
ooh~
ooh~
ooh.