Farewell lyrics

I don't wanna say goodbye

But sometimes things just don't go as we'd like

All I wanna do is cry

Say my farewells, pack up and leave tonight

Farewell, miss, I know that you can care less

But I'm sorry for everything I was careless

But I need you to know that I love you so much

And I've been drinking myself to sleep, my soul's crushed

A couple more shots I know I'm gonna go nuts

I can't deal with the fact you left me with no crutch

I was in love with you, how could you do this to me

Actually I did this to myself, what a tragedy!

And now what do I do? Where do I go?

Cuz everywhere I go I see your face.

It's hard starting over,

Trying to find another shouldertTo lean on

I feel like my whole life just got peed on

They say time heals but dammit

I wanna stop time and feel this pain

As crazy as it sounds to me its sane

And I like it, why? cuz I feel like were still united

In some weird way I don't wanna fight it

I don't wanna say goodbye

But sometimes things just don't go as we'd like

All I wanna do is cry

Say my farewells, pack up and leave tonight

I wrote you the other day and you didn't write back!

It's like that!? after all the crap we been through!?

I can't believe you! I know I fucked up!

But look within you and find some love

and stop being stuck up!

You keep sending me to voicemail!

I'm annoyed, hell!, shit you coulda at least sent a text

But you're probably busy kissing someone else's lips

While I'm sitting here cleaning my shoes from this shit!

You're hard-headed, a sharp headache,

I need help call a medic I just cut myself, yea I did it

Without you I'm nothing, don't you get it!?

Everytime that I said I loved you I meant it!

You turn and tell me you hate me

and regret that we ever met,

I can't believe you just said that

You're so cold, you just hit me so low

I can't take this no more, so hit the road

I don't wanna say goodbye

But sometimes things just don't go as we'd like

All I wanna do is cry

Say my farewells, pack up and leave tonight

Some things just don't seem the way they do

One day you tell me I love you and only you

I wake up to find out it was a dream

You're telling you hate me, you're leaving me

People change, everything changes

We go from best friends then become strangers

We go from seeing each other everyday

Then farewell to never seeing your face again

I can't get you outta of my head

So I'm out of bed at 4 in the morning

Wishing I was dead

But for some odd reason I can't do it

For some reason I needed to write

What''s on my mind and whats going through it

Cuz if I don't I'll probably suffocate

Why do you have so much hate towards me

You need some loving, babe

God I fuckin love you, I hate myself for falling in love with you

Just to find out all I did was trouble you

My heart is aching, I'm medicated, I tried meditating,

But nothing works, I don't even feel sedated

I wish you could feel what I feel for one second

I reckon you would jump out your window bare naked

Fuck humiliation, you do anything to get me back

Opinions wouldn't matter what they thought

Iin fact you would tell everyone to fuck themselves good

And do everything to have me if you could

I don't wanna say goodbye

But sometimes things just don't go as we'd like

All I wanna do is cry

Say my farewells, pack up and leave tonight