Ey Benim Çocukluğum [English translation]

I am tired of remembering

For which of my sins shall I burn?

Your enemy are thousands of regrets

If only I was able to find (it/him), I would beg

This world's knowledge of love

A dark board's eraser

My soul's defeat

I am forever grounded

Oh, my thorny path

My childhood, my adulthood

Oh, my suffering

My journey of ache and burn

Whatever I do, where ever I go, it doesn't work

I am in purgatory, even though I am alive

I am lovesick towards a memory

I am both on the winner and the loser side

(You are) Neither here, nor far away

Neither on dining tables, nor on the streets

Nor on the especially sunny but cold days

That I woke up to

You are a limitless emptiness

You are a hunger, you are an absence

Then, I murmur a melody

You are still more than anything (present)

Oh, my thorny path

My childhood, my adulthood

Oh, my suffering

My journey of ache and burn

Whatever I do, where ever I go, it doesn't work

I am in purgatory, even though I am alive

I am lovesick towards a memory

I am both on the winner and the loser side