Ewelina Lisowska - Każdej nocy II [English translation]

Every night I lose a part of myself

I'm taking off my head from the clouds

I don't want to fly dangerously when everything pulls down

Every night I'm afraid that no one will put myself together

I've managed to deal with difficult situations laughing through the tears

Now where nothing is saving me

I prefer to be like a stone

I pretend that I don't feel anything at all

I won't open the doors

Even if the sun will die

No one will break them down

I'll be passing through a tiny line

Throwing out every breath that you poisoned

Unnecessarily I'm trusting you that, you will set me free from the embrace of bitter dreams

I believed in every your word without a doubt again

Now when I know that I'm not important

I'm like no one, I'm nobody's, so I'm drowning in a bitter taste

The toxin kills me again

I won't open the doors

Even if the sun will die

No one will break them down

I'll be passing through a tiny line

Throwing out every breath that you poisoned

Every night I'll let you to surprise yourself

Behind your back I'll hide the poison, you will never see me again how

Every night I'm drawing sad eyes

I'm wiping the tears into canvas just to remain cold as ice

Even if the world will fall out of my hands

Don't come back because I don't want your lies anymore

Climb on the try and let my hand go

And watch me again falling down to the bottom