Evil smile lyrics

You were unable to cope with your own life

You destroyed yourself while pretending to fight

Always needing to prove you were right

To cover the guilt that held you so tight

I don't care about your ideal life

I don't care about your mean mind

I won't wait for your sudden attacks

I won't surrender and I'll fight back

I'll let the fire burn my hopes

I'll feed my ego until I choke

I'll leave the hate exploding outside

I'll laugh in the end at your evil smile

I let you back in, so many times

What I always feared was more than a doubt

You always knew where to find the sore

While sitting behind that slammed door

I don't care about your ideal life

I don't care about your mean mind

I won't wait for your sudden attacks

I won't surrender and I'll fight back

I'll let the fire burn my hopes

I'll feed my ego until I choke

I'll leave the hate exploding outside

I'll laugh in the end at your evil smile

I always knew the moment would come

when I'd let you go and I'd stare at these walls

Falling asleep unable to stand

The fullness of silence

The touch of your hands

But I'll let the fire burn my hopes

I'll feed my ego until I choke

I'll let the my anger explode with bile

I'll turn away one last time your evil smile

It takes a lot of pain

To close my eyes

It takes a lot of pain

To walk away

It takes a lot of pain

To leave you there

It takes a lot of pain

To fight despair

I won't be begging anymore

I won't annoy you anymore

I won't be asking anymore

I won't be around you anymore

I won't defend you anymore

I won't hold hands anymore

I won't…