Through the sites seen
Like an actor upon a stage
A hostile tragedy to view
Depersonified in irony
The world around blurs
All the sounds and actions
Centered to one mind
One action to perform
All that was taught ago
Things of right and wrong
They vanish at that moment
A trigger pulled, it is done
The numbness goes on
Unfeeling, devoid of life
Dead like the enemy vague
A breathing hulk left done
You can never go back
Disassociated yet again
From the world once known
Disillusioned, derelict
All of them remembered
Nameless forms militant
A culmination of plights
Carried in every breath
Emotions played no role
Turned off for distance
No hatred, no nation grand
Just a pop-up target there
In those days that came
Triggers squeezed reopen
The unseen wounds bleed
Periodic pains impending
Between personal control
Conditioning repression
The animal that appeared
Keeps humanity at bay
Awakening the beast within
A realization ugly lived
Most men never truly know
Or then live with themselves