In this moment of final farewell what is left to do?
Losing my words, I'm bearing the curse, are you crying too?
Forever I searched for the silence to fill my yearning heart
Why does envy taste bitter, of being just as wrong as you?
I speak to you though, as a friend not a foe, would you care to hear
To your will I'll bow, but choose I can't now that the end is near
I feel like I have failed my kiss leaves me bereft
Your solace turns into betrayal until there's nothing left
Dream with me of euphoria
Drown in the starlight, no beautiful decay
Free, redeemed in Utopia
Forever in grief, desperate in need of euphoria
Follow I will, but I ask of you still to look back at me
No more in hate, but in praise of my fate
That I gave to thee
Your words are the nails for the friend I once hailed
The only gift I have from you
Moving in twilight forever
Devoted to your name
Grasping for reason in love and in treason
My senses have all gone astray
Screaming for calmness in light and in darkness
But peace is the farthest away