Three in the morning, waiting for the subway,
so it can finally drag me out from here
The night dragged,mesmerised and
assimilited me a little bit.
There's still too many stain and dots
i can't connect,
but i no l longer destroy,
only heal,
so i can finnaly be awake.
Looking at me from a distance, the clock walks in goose-steps.
The sun rose, so i can finally see that my life runs out in the mud.
Looking at me from a distance.
Back-to-back, i'm at the end
of the night, afraid
there is no road taking me up,
only straght into the darkness.
Laying in the ground, confronting my head
onto the nothingness.
The space runs out, and the wind yells,
so i could finally wake up.
Now i am, that i was disgusted by all along.
I depleted everything, destroyed everything.
I have no reflection, i turned my back on myself.
My only desire is that you find my while i'm awake.