Esta vez [English translation]

You choose me, you ask for me, you leave and don't write, you don't say goodbye either

I stay waiting from a sign from you, alone, the clock and I.

The phone has become mute and all the songs sounds the same to me.

My eyes have darkened and only this abyss is left in my heart.

This time I don't want to wake up and have to imagine what you're doing.

This time I will know how to hide what I feel on the inside even if it's harder for me.

Now I prefer to not see you in dreams

To not speak to you, nor think about you.

And I search for a corner that is only mine, a shelter that doesn't speak about you.

But you are so deep in my skin, that each one of my pores reflects your being.

Today I just knew that I will never be free if I can't have you.

This time I don't want to wake up and have to imagine what you're doing.

This time I will know how to hide what I feel on the inside even if it's harder for me.