Esta ausencia [English translation]

To waken in the cold abyss of your absence

Is begging for the lost hours in my habitation/room

Remembering every tear that was so ours

My soul is "de-bleeding", my soul is "de-bleeding" (i don't know the word in english, but "sangrar" is to bleed, so desangrar should be the opposite.

It's walking the path that we wrote together

It's playing a silence insightful/profound in the heart

Escaping by the breaches/gaps of a insightful/profound love

It's lying again by denying your absence

This absence that's so big

so long, so sling

that bankrupt in pieces

my ratio.

This naked absence

of doubts and shadows

clubs me your love

This absence that hurts

in the bottom of the soul

let in the inside burn

my dream and my calmness

This absence of ice

From skin, from silence

That shortens the hours without pity

This infinite absence

Of nights and days

Hasn't got an end

It was so easy to say

That de goodbye would heal

the clubbed "espinas" (i don't know what espinas means, i'm sorry but maybe someone else does?)

In your soul and mine

This absence yells to me

That life is over

because you wont return/come back, won't return/come back

You already see it, your departure didn't drive to anything

because nothing makes the time at the shadow of my loneliness

You already see it, defeated and without finding the calmness

What would i give to see you and forget it all

This absence yells to me

That life is over

Because you won't return/come back

And your departure "debleeds" me

And the remembrance of you makes my heart trembling

How to forget you if i don't want

Because love, without you i'm dying

This absence yells to me

That life is over

Because you won't return/come back, return/come back, return/come back