I'm a well-behaved masochist
Bend my head and smile foolishly
I'm a well-behaved fascist for myself
I can whine in self-pity
I'm sitting in my house of ivory
Applauding myself
Recognizing the seed
With joy I'm giving me the coup de grace
Do you know what I'm capable of
What I can do
Do you know what breaks me
It doesn't hurt at all
I'm a well-behaved pacifist
I'm praying for peace
I'm a well-behaved sadist
I'll cook you in boiling water
I'm sitting in my house of glass
And I'm not coming out
I'm enjoying it with joy
I'm giving me the coup de grace
Do you know what I'm capable of
What I can do
Do you know what breaks me
It doesn't hurt at all
Really not at all
Now or never
Not at all