Es tut weh [English translation]

I'm a well-behaved masochist

Bend my head and smile foolishly

I'm a well-behaved fascist for myself

I can whine in self-pity

I'm sitting in my house of ivory

Applauding myself

Recognizing the seed

With joy I'm giving me the coup de grace

Do you know what I'm capable of

What I can do

Do you know what breaks me

It doesn't hurt at all

I'm a well-behaved pacifist

I'm praying for peace

I'm a well-behaved sadist

I'll cook you in boiling water

I'm sitting in my house of glass

And I'm not coming out

I'm enjoying it with joy

I'm giving me the coup de grace

Do you know what I'm capable of

What I can do

Do you know what breaks me

It doesn't hurt at all

Really not at all

Now or never

Not at all