Hey, the people see me live on TV today,
rich and popular,
But do you know how everything actually went?
I mean long before the hype, before the rhymes and the suites,
Labouring every day and didn't earn shit
Big town, yeah I was alone without a goal
Turn night into day
The spiritual war between rhymes I wrote
And I am in fact in love
There lay basically only the hope that the one sees it
So fuck music,
I have to make money
I too would rather chill if it worked without that
But sadly you pay a flat plus power and fuel
not with the expectation of hitting the jackpot sometime
They say you have to go to Berlin
I never expected something big to happen with me
For some it was cocaine or weed
Instead, in crises, I took the drug music
Refrain:
And whenever it goes up
I write it down, because so it stays in memory
Whatever happens
I reach for paper
and write my life into my memory
And whenever I am down
a song wakes me up again
It doesn't go too well
You get motivated
and notice that life is great again
Sorry, still broke, no money at hand
Hanging at Psaiko's on the couch
Because that's where I live at the moment
Turn up the shit
We didn't know why it was that way
but built big things like a silicone implant
Still without contract
Still without charts
Still far from any millions
More like cans in the parc
More like pants all fucked up
The first time she says she likes me, no joke
Wait, where's my card
Slept over again
In the office out of breath
Ugh, yrah, I actually don't live
at home at the moment but that's just a phase
Doesn't sound as good as the Moonlight Sonata
More like disgrace
A fork in the lap
I get going
write flows
Just a matter of time
Until that shit pays off I count the days
Refrain
The big year and they notice I created hits
Said that's really rad
And all the things I do right
Come over some time and let's drink something
Zap sign and the stuff was fixed
I didn't know exactly what to do with it
Because that it would be like it is today
I wouldn't have thought that back then
And sometime something's gonna work out
Daddy didn't find it all that rad
Because I quit school with the words "I don't give a fuck"
And from then on it was gas station food
Driving through the country
We were caught in the fun
And when they asked whether I'd stand in a wardrobe
I said of course, just say when
I'm game really fast
Hey, we couldn't guess,
like a flame detector gas,
but the hands went up like a tank in Iraq
And you know you're at the top when you've been all the way down
So fuck the rest
Sometime the day is gonna come, let's go
Refrain