What was that?
Are you still there?
Hey, hello
What happened?
Hey, stop fooling around, now for real
Those were amazing times when we started dating
It must have some magic, for sure
After two weeks we founded a base for our future
We thought how in time we'd get married
We pissed off the teachers and my parents
when neither of us wanted to go to school in the morning
We talked, smoked and lied on my bed
In each others arms' told the world to go fuck itself
I was happier than ever when I got you out of your clothes, but
after the sun began the rain, tears after joy
Those times have passed, and they ain't coming back, you should realize
how can you even expect that I'd still want something
because then you became so fucking jealous, how
good can get so bad, how nice can get so violent
I don't know would I have gotten engaged or thought about the wedding, if I had known
that you are taking five different kinds of pills for your mental health
refrain:
I got to hear it so clearly
Now, that I would only be the ex
I understand you
I can't do anything about it
I see how you both leave and somewhere it's ringing
Then the rules came, I wasn't allowed to watch Baywatch
from the TV, or stay in the bathroom for longer than two minutes
You called me a loser in front of all my friends and
you thought I have fucked every girl I happen to know
At the same time my parents became worried, "the boy is so silent nowadays", I started to drink, do drugs
so I would have gone numb, been able to take all that shit and
if I wasn't broken enough, and I couldn't change the situation, when I thought that the love hasn't changed
I feel like you are enjoying the fact that you could hit me in the face, kick me in the balls and make me feel like shit
but then I met another girl, and for the first time I could open up, just be there in her arms and cry and weep
She told me how I had abused myself
and showed me how sick the situation was, when I hadn't been able to see it anymore
But now I am feeling fine,
So don't call me for fucks sake, I want to never see you again
Go away as far as possible!
refrain
Pick up, just try to fucking pick up
Jossu (name)
Fuck, Sanna is dead, what the fuck I have done, she called and I told her
to go somewhere far away
fucking bitch (hey..) this is your fault, you
were the one who pulled us apart (hey, what's going on) now the only woman I have ever loved has put an end to her life, you brainwashed me to believe that I was doing somehow badly, what does it matter if she once stabbed me (hey, hey, calm down)
That's all normal, that happens to everybody
And don't tell me to calm down, for fucks sake I promised her
that we will be together forever (you are completely mad) now and forever
Shut up, I am not mad but vodka and whiskey
We were gonna put on big pants for our baby,
Conjure Sanna here next to me on the couch (but) she wanted to get me back
What am I still doing here, twenty-one years old and saying goodbyes (stop that)
I will keep my promise and I want to see her again (hey, stop that, for real)
Tell my parents that I love them and to bring me roses
It's empty, it's dark, only somewhere it is ringing