たまゆら [English translation]

I feel i will never be happy again

Looks like someone wrote this with a pen.

I didn't want to run away because of happiness

You answer me

Avoiding the exchange of looks

Maybe it's a work of fate

And somehow I knew

That we would follow different paths

I didn't see it at the time

Our favorite memories are gone

Only the dark part was left

I feel i will never be happy again

Looks like someone wrote this with a pen.

I didn't want to run away because of happiness

I'm throwing away

Our ideals and colorful memories

In this dry Sunday air

I know you are alone today

I'm sure I won't be welcome

i just want you to live well

This seems a little ironic

I can't remember your beauty

I look in the mirror and ask myself:

"Where did I go wrong?"

I will never say i'm happy again

Because of these memories

I'm not prepared to forget all this

I can't blame fate

No matter how painful

But at least let me see you

To free me from this prison

No matter what I do, it won't go away

It's a sin I have to bear

We are living around rules

I became like this

But i want to change

I want to change

I really want to change

Even if you are loved by someone else

I'm sure I'm still going after you

I want you to hit me if I do this

You will wake me up

Only then will I try to go my way

Even if I end up falling into sadness

But please enjoy this monday